so it looks like i'am not going to san francisco again.
my only reason to come to the same place again (except for fleeing winter) would have been
someone who would either be not there when i arrive or
who doesn't really seem to need to see me again.
sigh.

still i need to be somewhere else for a while.
which is why it looks like i'am traveling to stockholm for a week.


life is weird.


oh and i discovered that i hate winter.
i thought i like all seasons because they all look
superpretty at some point. but when you get sick winter
just pisses you off.
first you run around trying to manage all those clothes
you wear not to get sick but to feel incredibly uncomfortable.
then winter goes like, FUCK YOU i make you sick anyway.
and then you spent your time getting well again which is not that
easy if you have to leave your house because still, it's supercold
outside.

but one of the worst thing about this winter are all these people getting crazy about the temperatures. OH MY GOD this is soo global warming.
it's never been that cold, we'll all freeze to death.